It's the end of the world as we know it and I feel fine...

9/11

Five years later and it still feels fresh.

Watching the coverage reminds us of the people who have personally been impacted.

Today they were reading the list of names at ground zero - it was moving...

CBS ran it without commentary - just the names - simple - powerful - no spin - moving.
NBC ran it behind the voices of their talking heads and experts reviewing the political ramifications.
ABC ran Regis and Kelly.

I chose CBS.

Five years ago I heard about the tragedy driving into work at Spring Lake Wesleyan. I remember feeling angry, dazed, numb, and trying to process what was happening. I wanted to just sit and pray and listen and watch. I knew that we would need to be available to the church on this day. Honestly - I wasn't looking forward to being there for everyone else - I wanted to just deal with it myself and my family. Maybe, I had this attitude because I felt that I couldn't share in the moment - that I had to some how rise above it to be available, when perhaps the best thing I can bring is a shared experience - feeling it together - processing it together - questioning together - seeking God together... I resist the "holy man" syndrome, but it is so easy to fall into those expectations.

So, today, I again share grief and mourn those lives lost. I am frustrated that this event has become political and an opportunity for people to point fingers, blame, and huff and puff... Let's make today a day about the names.

Psalm 39:4-7
"Show me, O LORD, my life's end
and the number of my days;
let me know how fleeting is my life.

You have made my days a mere handbreadth;
the span of my years is as nothing before you.
Each man's life is but a breath.
Selah

Man is a mere phantom as he goes to and fro:
He bustles about, but only in vain;
he heaps up wealth, not knowing who will get it.

"But now, Lord, what do I look for?
My hope is in you."

peace,
sd

Comments

Wally Harrison said…
Amen Steve, that is beautiful. I was at the new Pakmail when it happened and I didn't know a thing until hours later, because I had no television or radio and the store was new so we had very few customers. I found out driving to the bank and I noticed that every radio station was in limbo and everyone in the bank was standing in the back watching a small television. It just didn't seem real. May we always remember those lost and may we always be changed in how we view life and our neighbor.
jenna said…
Great post Steve! Thanks for your words.
Dave Deur said…
Thanks for the post jr. Your expressed thoughts capture well the feelings of that day and beyond.

When I remember that day - September 11, 2001...my thoughts invariably go to Proverbs 18:10: "The name of the LORD is a strong tower; the righteous run to it and are safe."

Blessed be the name of the Lord.
Anonymous said…
I purposely stayed away from the coverage on this fifth anniversary of September 11th because I knew it would only minimize the events for me. 9/11 has become, for me, more than the people who died on our soil. It has really shown me the true colors of this world. As long as people can't see beyond their own narrow, nationalistic, political world-views, this type of stuff is perpetual. Nothing like capitalizing on tragedy. If it was my wife or children who died in those towers, or Flight 93, or at the Pentagon only heart-break, hate, and vengeance would bring me back to Ground Zero to relive that day over and over again. And I can understand that and sympathize with it. But I don't think I could ever let the media moguls transform my loved one's violent death into some digital signal that gets beamed out to the masses to titilate their field of vision and naturally evoke an emotional response. Most people on 9/11 experienced that day through the television, but at this point you would think we might have found a deeper way of obtaining meaning and significance from it, transforming it into some kind of concerted effort to heal the grievances that motivated such violence. I remember purposely boycotting The Passion of the Christ for similar reasons. So much hype and capitalization on peoples' emotional center. Like a sucker I went as far as renting The Passion, and surprise surprise, my life was not radically transformed. I learned my lesson and avoided Oliver Stone's "The World Trade Center" like the plague. Sincerely, this is one of the most troubling aspects of our culture right now. Its one thing to watch a movie about Pearl Harbor or to capture the events of 9/11 for posterity, but it is just plain sick if we keep re-visiting those planes hitting the towers. Its time to start looking forward and doing everything possible to stay abreast of the hate with love and prayer. Let the dead bury their own dead.
Anonymous said…
Hey Steve! Don't take my post too personal. I am just trying to speak my mind. I have a DVD of a U2 concert where Bono lists the names of 29 victims of an IRA bombing right off the top of his head and it is so powerful. He says, "29 people too many!" We should never let the names and faces of the dead move us to the point of running off to kill more people. Unfortunately, I think this has been one of the unfortunate effects of reliving 9/11 through those powerful video images. Feel free to disagree. How have things been with 3 kids? Ha! Ha!, we still only have 2. Just kidding. I am sure it has been great. Hey, if you ever want take a break from all your church meetings and have a cup of coffee, drop me a comment. Peace.

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